Seems like I've been a little active with this blog, so I guess R-Patz and K-Stew relationship is not the only thing that goes on and off and on (?) again hahahahaha (dry laugh) ahem. In this post I will talk about love specifically mine, and a few changes that I will make in this blog.
To the main topic we go. I loved, or love someone in the past 3 or maybe 2.5 years, my classmate which is a funny thing because each term they remanage the class allocation randomly, It had pattern, but still randomly and I found myself in the same class with him in every term. Okay I lied I had this one term and only one where we went separated, but that's not really matter because in the end we always hang out together. Our identification only separated by eleven number so again we often end up in a same group for a few assignment, quite often in fact. Okay stop with all the college, I hate college.
He's the first person I know in this college, well third in fact if you count my sister who was already enrolled and my uncle who was lecturer in this university. But sill, he's the first person I know although obviously I'm not the first person he knew since I pass the mini welcome party (screw me). There, I knew that our house isn't far and we hang out a lot, we sat together, joking, eating, talking, sharing so much private information, basically he's my best friend and in a very short amount of time I fall in love with him.
He is..... uhm a little bit hard to describe, from the appearence to behaviour, everything about him is unique. I would say that he is quite handsome or maybe has the potential to be handsome (I know, weird choice of word). Although my friends will say either he is handsome or quite good looking, okay lots of my friends said that he is plain, but I know it was a joke and even as a joke they still think that he is plain which is a good thing for me at least. Do you know Mario Maurer? I'm not saying that he looks exactly like Mario Maurer, but he had some of Mario's feature which makes you (or maybe I) sometimes notice their resemblance that's why I said he has the potential to be handsome. Think of the ugly version of Mario Maurer, since he is so handsome even the ugly version of him still quite handsome.
Huh, take a long sigh. We used to be really close, so close that few of my friend call us soulmate. He is always overreact, exagerate, his mood changes drastically, talkative, complicated, and this list is still goes on. But I was quite, introvert, my mood change more drastically than him, I'm weirder than him, of course I have this fabulous mask of sanity, so on the outside I look charming, funny, and all but, we'd become so close that he eventually knew the real me and I guess he found that I was boring and he found another friend. We're still close by the way, he's still one of my best friend, but not as close as it used to be. I'm kind, I know that I am very kind, I guess that's why we're still close until today.
Funny right, rather than talk about my love I prefer to talk about our friendship instead. Because I know this is a hopeless case I learn to give up. There was a day when I was so in love that I would cry and blah, but now I'm over it. I still love him, I couldn't forget him, but I can maintain my heart now and I really hope for the best for him.
I like writing, but I never really good at writing I guess which is a bad thing because I want to write novel, I prefer making movie, that doesn't mean I excel at making movie, but I had my vision and it doesn't go unmanaged. That's why I still learn and I often re read my post to notice my mistake. Now I will talk about a few changes in my blog. There will be no review. The reason is, some of the things I'll (technically) review is not new and in my dictionary reviewing something old is harsh, so it will become "why you should watch/hear/play/read it". I'm currently have 2 movies, 2 albums, and a game in mind so please wait and see. And thank you for reading this blog, thank you so much please keep reading it motivates me.
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