Hello guys, first of all Happy new year 2013, may massive blessing blessed(?) all of you this year.
This one is gonna be a short post because all I wanna say is..... Thank you.
Thank you for all of you who read my blog, or maybe you just took a short glance, whatever thank you very much for you to click that link which supposed to be unknown for you. I experience a lot of low time, little high time, but I survive. I now realize that writing is really one of my passion, and I will continue, improving, and become better. Not just in writing, I hope I also become a better person.
That's all I want to say, short huh. For the next review I decide to do an indie game named Dear Esther, I'm gonna start to upload my playthrough in youtube and hopefully it will finish in two days.
Once again thank you and here is a beautiful quote
Becoming a new person doesn't have to wait for a new year. Do it everytime, you'll understand eventually, that it is much better that way.
P.S. : I don't know why 31st of December written while it's pretty clear that today is the 1st of January 2013. Which country timeline did I use actually? Lol...
Senin, 31 Desember 2012
Minggu, 30 Desember 2012
I Dreamed a Dreamed Pt 2
Ok for the intro, I kinda recapped all my post from the first time, YES ladies and gentleman, from the very FIRST post. What makes me sad is my writing do improve, but I don't think it improved that much, besides I think my English skill only improved a little. I know I shouldn't give up, I just started this like a month ago there are still room to improve, I know this is just like short term dissapointment and I have to write it to lighten my load at least. So for all person who takes time to read my unpolished post, let me tell you this it's an honor to me, I know I'll keep writing and hopefully It'll be much better as time goes by.
Ahem, now from the title I'm sure you already know what is the content from this post (Who reads it anyway hahaha (okay stop, be optimistic)). Yupz, this is the sequel from previous I dreamed a dreamed post. Btw Les Miserables has screened but not yet in my country, such a slowpoke I can't wait. Okay back to reality, let's waste no time this is my future dream.
3. Movie screenwriter
This is the tricky one, it's almost the same like make a dialogue in comic. Because unlike novel which need monologue so the pace management is easier (I didn't say easy, I say easier), in movie It has to flow with harmony like classical music. The timing, the pace, the quantity of sentence one must say. This one needs intense practice. I want to make some short movie for the practice, but it's hard I know. I think, making short simple comic will do. It's like beating 2 birds with one stone. (is it right? I don't know)
4. Soap opera screenwriter
The basic is the same with movie, but this one needs problem branching so the duration will be longer, while for movie we need to keep it simple, to the point, but still keep attention to small details. I know maybe I'm dreaming too much, but I really want to write for Korean or Hollywood drama hahaha a man can dream right? Why you ask? Because the soap opera condition in my country is miserable. The story, the acting, the camera position, ahhh everything is so sloppy it's annoying. I'll stop rambling now next.
5. Light Novel
Hahaha, again a crazy dream. As far as I knew, Japan is the only country which has light novel, correct me if I'm wrong. The reason is simple, 90% of comic which I read, I like, and very good in quality was originally from light novel. Something like Fullmetal Panic, Kyo Kara Maoh, The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, etc is very inspiring. I know it's almost impossimble but again hey, a man can dream right. :D
What?! 5 dreams?! That's kinda a lot and the bad news is, there's more, aaarrrggghhh, I know I keep saying a man can dream but I'm starting disbelieve cuz it's just too many and I think next chapter has to include some conclusion maybe so I can keep track of what I really want.
Oh and I don't think I'll be reviewing the game Journey, not next review at least because I haven't play it yet (I'm so embarassed) I only saw the playthrough in youtube. That's why I, now, torn between reviewing the game Dear Esther, or movie Winter's Bone starred by the mighty Katniss. I guess this one needs depp thinking. I'm rambling again okCut.
Ahem, now from the title I'm sure you already know what is the content from this post (Who reads it anyway hahaha (okay stop, be optimistic)). Yupz, this is the sequel from previous I dreamed a dreamed post. Btw Les Miserables has screened but not yet in my country, such a slowpoke I can't wait. Okay back to reality, let's waste no time this is my future dream.
3. Movie screenwriter
This is the tricky one, it's almost the same like make a dialogue in comic. Because unlike novel which need monologue so the pace management is easier (I didn't say easy, I say easier), in movie It has to flow with harmony like classical music. The timing, the pace, the quantity of sentence one must say. This one needs intense practice. I want to make some short movie for the practice, but it's hard I know. I think, making short simple comic will do. It's like beating 2 birds with one stone. (is it right? I don't know)
4. Soap opera screenwriter
The basic is the same with movie, but this one needs problem branching so the duration will be longer, while for movie we need to keep it simple, to the point, but still keep attention to small details. I know maybe I'm dreaming too much, but I really want to write for Korean or Hollywood drama hahaha a man can dream right? Why you ask? Because the soap opera condition in my country is miserable. The story, the acting, the camera position, ahhh everything is so sloppy it's annoying. I'll stop rambling now next.
5. Light Novel
Hahaha, again a crazy dream. As far as I knew, Japan is the only country which has light novel, correct me if I'm wrong. The reason is simple, 90% of comic which I read, I like, and very good in quality was originally from light novel. Something like Fullmetal Panic, Kyo Kara Maoh, The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, etc is very inspiring. I know it's almost impossimble but again hey, a man can dream right. :D
What?! 5 dreams?! That's kinda a lot and the bad news is, there's more, aaarrrggghhh, I know I keep saying a man can dream but I'm starting disbelieve cuz it's just too many and I think next chapter has to include some conclusion maybe so I can keep track of what I really want.
Oh and I don't think I'll be reviewing the game Journey, not next review at least because I haven't play it yet (I'm so embarassed) I only saw the playthrough in youtube. That's why I, now, torn between reviewing the game Dear Esther, or movie Winter's Bone starred by the mighty Katniss. I guess this one needs depp thinking. I'm rambling again okCut.
Jumat, 28 Desember 2012
The Story of My Bad Holiday Followed by Broken Laptop Not to Mention My Parents are Near Makes Me Want to Join Illuminati Oh and I am Getting Fatter and I will Tell You Next Review
Oh wow this is like the longest title ever. Why I make such a ridiculous title, because there are so many things I want to say but my laptop is freaking broken so it has to wait. If Kesha needs your love, for me laptop is my drug. There's this operating system not found quote and the windows screen just don't want to show up it sucks. I already checked it and it seems there is some problem in the hard drive, I hope it's not broken I need my data. It truly madly deeply effect me both body and mind, I feel like a living zombie without internet or laptop, I'm currently using my old laptop which baterry is leaking like a slut vagina (ooppss it my word too harsh). I guess thats explaining why I'm not posting much lately.
Oh yeah I have a christmas holiday joint by new year and silent week and the latter part really makes my holiday not really enjoyable. That's not fair right, my country and especially my faculty is really stingy about holiday. And what makes my holiday even worse is I go back to my hometown and meet my parents. Oh my God I'm very cruel to my parents, I just hope someday our mind will connect someway.
I have told you about my broken laptop, bad holiday, and meet my parents. Okay I skip the fatter part, I don't want to talk about it since my diet program won't work if my parents are near and keep me fed. Okay once again I'm being cruel I should be thankful and I'm truly grateful but everytime I see my big fat stomach my gratefulness become lesser :p
Oh and for the illuminati part, I think I'm gonna write it in a new post since there are so much to talk about. and for my next review I'm thinking about game, maybe like game of the year thing, or maybe my own Academy and Grammy haha what am I thinking. One thing for sure, the fashion police review will have to wait for February. I hope Jennifer Lawrence won Golden Globe then Florence + the Machine won Grammy too Amen. Oh my God I forgot I dreamed a dream pt 2, well I'm working on it.
I have a beautiful quote this time, I made it hahaha ahem
Recognize your weakness won't make you stronger. Don't be dissapointed cause it's the first step, keep taking step.
Oh yeah I have a christmas holiday joint by new year and silent week and the latter part really makes my holiday not really enjoyable. That's not fair right, my country and especially my faculty is really stingy about holiday. And what makes my holiday even worse is I go back to my hometown and meet my parents. Oh my God I'm very cruel to my parents, I just hope someday our mind will connect someway.
I have told you about my broken laptop, bad holiday, and meet my parents. Okay I skip the fatter part, I don't want to talk about it since my diet program won't work if my parents are near and keep me fed. Okay once again I'm being cruel I should be thankful and I'm truly grateful but everytime I see my big fat stomach my gratefulness become lesser :p
Oh and for the illuminati part, I think I'm gonna write it in a new post since there are so much to talk about. and for my next review I'm thinking about game, maybe like game of the year thing, or maybe my own Academy and Grammy haha what am I thinking. One thing for sure, the fashion police review will have to wait for February. I hope Jennifer Lawrence won Golden Globe then Florence + the Machine won Grammy too Amen. Oh my God I forgot I dreamed a dream pt 2, well I'm working on it.
I have a beautiful quote this time, I made it hahaha ahem
Recognize your weakness won't make you stronger. Don't be dissapointed cause it's the first step, keep taking step.
IU (아이유) Last Fantasy [Review]
*Intro
Hey actually, I do this review little by little because it's a freaking full album that means a lot of job to do. But it's a great album and although it's a bit tiring it was fun. I know what were you thinking 'it's K-Pop album again, it's the scandalous IU' or maybe 'ah review again, you wrote it badly before' okay that's the harsh one I hope it's only happen in my mind. I really want to do it faster but I have technical problem with uploading the album (stupid 4shared and my country's lame internet connection).
Hey hey btw, GaIn's EP review hit so many visitors I hope they like it, you guys better check it. Okay a bit carried away, ahem here's the review.
P.S. : I had uploaded the MV and album, it's amazing how IU's video got much more views than GaIn although I uploaded GaIn's first.
*Warning: this review represent MY opinion only, feel free to post your opinion too.
Ah the nation little sister suddenly has to grow because some scandal, hey based on T-Ara scandal I have taught not to like K-Idols too much because it usually ends badly. Since then I only saw their material objectively, and based on music material only, IU's are gold.
This is a really sensational album, because 9 out of 12 tracks hits gaon chart top 10 and the others hit top 20 (Gaon is like Korean billboard). This was never ever done by any other idols let alone a solo singer. So props to IU.
Last Fantasy is IU's second studio album after she hit it big (like until 3 octaves (pun intended)) with her EP Real, and here's the song.
1. 비밀
This track?! As an opening track?! Genius. The notes really flow beautifully, the orchestra choice is amazing and the intro with cello (based on my hearing, I hope it's right) just captivate your attention and makes you wanna hear the rest of the album. There's a bunch of choir in the bridge whis is very good and this song truly embodies majestic song. I can imagine IU entering singing competition like The Voice and such, she enters the finale, singing this song, and BAM standing ovation. There's only two minus. One, the lyrics is too standard, and I hope IU singing it powerfully, kinda like Jennifer Hudson etc, but instead it's too soft , but oh I don't care I love it already.
2. 잠자는 숲 속의 왕자 feat. Yoon Sang
Uhh.... After a succesfull attempt at the first track this is kinda bad if not really bad. IU's voice is really cute cute cute in annoying way, the music itself feels like 90's spring song, something like Fin.k.l to my boyfriend, sadly this is worse. It's not really bad actually if we compare it to other K-Pop music but dissapointing :( ok enough, bashing someone just makes me feel immoral.
3. 별을 찾는 아이 feat. Kim Kwang Jin
Every reviewer's champion is this song, hehe sorry not me. That doesn't mean it's not good, this is also a majestic piece, in a calmer way. Lots of piano, a little strings, build the tension into the bridge, ending it peacefully ahhh the old formula never gets old and it sure does work. Truly, this kind of song really fits IU's soft voice, you go girl. As for the lyric, honestly I just don't understand, maybe because of my bad korean, still I think it has deeper meaning behind it. This is like the first runner up from this album.
4. You and I (너랑 나)
This is it, the main track from this album. First I have to make you all sure (again) that all the material in this album really in another level if we compare it to others, so a standard or bad material like track 2 still sounds okay. This track is standard, but catchy, the beat is good, feels really dreamy. This track just screams IUtheKorean'sNationLittleSister. Like previous song, the lyricist has a special way to deliver it, although the meaning itself is not special but the way the lyric itself presented makes up for it.
So the MV has 2 version, and I will only discuss the drama version (of course). Immediately this MV reminds me of the movie Hugo, only worse. That doesn't mean it's bad, but come on, do you want to beat Martin Scocersse? Of course you can't. It's still beautiful, the cinematography, the time traveller story fits in, IU's clothes as adorable as always, IU with the goose o my goat so cute who can resist it. The clock finger dance is superb my friends (and I) imitate it often so I have to say it, Loen Entertainment really nail it, good job.
*I just want to add, before the whole fashion world invaded by peter pan collar and brocade, IU already wore it in 2010, good job girl you're a world trendsetter.
5. 벽지무늬
First, the use of music box kinda eccentric I love it (not as good as the cello in Secret though (Still I love it anyway)). The lyric is the winner, it doesn't use metaphor heavily, but it strike straight to your heart, the instrument really make us picturing IU's first brokenheart, ah talk about this song makes my heart break too I can't stand it. The song itself really good, but the lyrics just stole all the light.
6. 삼촌 feat. Lee Juck
Ahh the music really makes us feel like it's spring, we're gonna seeing flowers, have a picnic. A bit too sweet for me, and too much sweetness will produce bitter taste. The lyric really tell us that some uncle fan wrote it for IU. Again it's not a really good song, aaahhh I'll just end it, once again, bashing someone/thing makes me feel uncomfortable. (it's the point of review anyway what am I thinking?)
7. 사랑니
Again, a heartbreak lyric, I know the album title is Last Fantasy, but that doesn't mean it has to be broken heart all the time. My innocent heart can't bear the sadness (ewwwhhh). Speaking of innocent, just hear it, it's about a girl's first breakup and she deliver it in a very innocent way. The music really support the lyric, calm, a bit up and down makes it sound innocently cute, not too much instrument used. This is really good, but not that special either so I'm a bit out of words. Ahem, okay next track.
8. Everything's Alright feat. Kim Hyeon Cheol
I know IU, I know. this song is not that good, but everything's alright since this song still sell like a cold kimchi :p ... It features repetitive notes, the lyrics very catchy not really good, but not as bad as other K-Pop music. The lyrics is as annoying as the catchy music. So the conclusion is the song is catchy, not really good, but the easiest to like period, no more comment.
9. Last Fantasy
The string, the orchestra music. Imagine the opening of Final Fantasy game or some old school Disney cartoon. The lyric itself doesn't sound as dreamy as the music but, yeah, still okay. The music features lots of high notes with the strings tackle the entire song, and IU's soft voice really make this track special. FYI, I really like Final Fantasy and Disney cartoon and hearing this just makes me nostalgic. Just remember when you were junior school watching The Lion King and singing Elton John's Can You Feel the Love Tonight, or playing Final Fantasy 7 watching Aerith killed by Sephiroth with Aerith's theme as background music. Owh sorry a bit out of topic. The conclusion is this track really feels nostalgic, it's good period.
10. Teacher feat Ra.D
Imagine Colbie Caillat, Jason Mraz, or Bruno Mars. Features guitar heavily with minimum instrument in the background. There's not much song like this in Korea (I can only think 10cm), it's a breathe of fresh air. I think the lyric is very good too. Unlike previous song, this time the lyric is innocent and cute but not annoying. It tells a story of a child who afraid to grow up, like Peter Pan. This is a fun song you guys should hear it.
11. A Stray Puppy
Okay this is a very depressing song. It's not bad, it's just the nature of this song that's depressing. The lyrics, the instrument, actually the song really deliver the the feeling awh but it's so gloomy. Call me lazy, but the the song is just too sad for me.
12. 4AM
This song is written and composed by Corinne Bailey Rae waawww girl put your records on tell me your favorite song, just like a star cross my sky, ahem. It's been so long since the last time I hear Corinne Bailey Rae, I think I'm gonna googled her after this. Okay back to the song, this is so Corinne, for her fans I bet you know what I mean, calm song, lots of accoustic guitar, funny notes, easy listening, catchy but not cheesy. IU's singing kinda lazy here, I know she just want her voice to fit the song, but I don't think this type of singing is the right choice.
13. L'amant (The Lover)
FINALLY, the last song and IU end it MARVELLOUSLY. Okay a bit exaggerated, but it's true, this is the winning song from the album congrats Jun Jae Hyung for creating such a beautiful piece. The first time I hear it, I immediately remember A Song for You by Herbie Hancock and Christina Aguilera. Of course IU isn't blessed with Xtina powerfuljazzybluesy vocals but IU still own the song like she's the boss. Only use piano with a bit saxophone, this song just wow I'm speechless. Okay my writing is out of control, because the track is amazing I can't manage my word. The lyrics is so beautiful and thanks to IU's singing and the roller coaster note just make this song perfect. Props for IU to sing this song well.
To conclude this is like the best album and IU deserve a daesang for this album. The album contain so many powerful track that makes Everything's Alright and 잠자는 숲 속의 왕자 feels so small, not to forget the superior L'amant. I have said what I'm thinking about the album and my last words is, HEAR THIS ALBUM. No matter what scandal IU got into, it will be a shame if it affects your perspective for her material.
Download the album
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Hey hey btw, GaIn's EP review hit so many visitors I hope they like it, you guys better check it. Okay a bit carried away, ahem here's the review.
P.S. : I had uploaded the MV and album, it's amazing how IU's video got much more views than GaIn although I uploaded GaIn's first.
*Warning: this review represent MY opinion only, feel free to post your opinion too.
Ah the nation little sister suddenly has to grow because some scandal, hey based on T-Ara scandal I have taught not to like K-Idols too much because it usually ends badly. Since then I only saw their material objectively, and based on music material only, IU's are gold.
This is a really sensational album, because 9 out of 12 tracks hits gaon chart top 10 and the others hit top 20 (Gaon is like Korean billboard). This was never ever done by any other idols let alone a solo singer. So props to IU.
Last Fantasy is IU's second studio album after she hit it big (like until 3 octaves (pun intended)) with her EP Real, and here's the song.
1. 비밀
This track?! As an opening track?! Genius. The notes really flow beautifully, the orchestra choice is amazing and the intro with cello (based on my hearing, I hope it's right) just captivate your attention and makes you wanna hear the rest of the album. There's a bunch of choir in the bridge whis is very good and this song truly embodies majestic song. I can imagine IU entering singing competition like The Voice and such, she enters the finale, singing this song, and BAM standing ovation. There's only two minus. One, the lyrics is too standard, and I hope IU singing it powerfully, kinda like Jennifer Hudson etc, but instead it's too soft , but oh I don't care I love it already.
2. 잠자는 숲 속의 왕자 feat. Yoon Sang
Uhh.... After a succesfull attempt at the first track this is kinda bad if not really bad. IU's voice is really cute cute cute in annoying way, the music itself feels like 90's spring song, something like Fin.k.l to my boyfriend, sadly this is worse. It's not really bad actually if we compare it to other K-Pop music but dissapointing :( ok enough, bashing someone just makes me feel immoral.
3. 별을 찾는 아이 feat. Kim Kwang Jin
Every reviewer's champion is this song, hehe sorry not me. That doesn't mean it's not good, this is also a majestic piece, in a calmer way. Lots of piano, a little strings, build the tension into the bridge, ending it peacefully ahhh the old formula never gets old and it sure does work. Truly, this kind of song really fits IU's soft voice, you go girl. As for the lyric, honestly I just don't understand, maybe because of my bad korean, still I think it has deeper meaning behind it. This is like the first runner up from this album.
4. You and I (너랑 나)
This is it, the main track from this album. First I have to make you all sure (again) that all the material in this album really in another level if we compare it to others, so a standard or bad material like track 2 still sounds okay. This track is standard, but catchy, the beat is good, feels really dreamy. This track just screams IUtheKorean'sNationLittleSister. Like previous song, the lyricist has a special way to deliver it, although the meaning itself is not special but the way the lyric itself presented makes up for it.
So the MV has 2 version, and I will only discuss the drama version (of course). Immediately this MV reminds me of the movie Hugo, only worse. That doesn't mean it's bad, but come on, do you want to beat Martin Scocersse? Of course you can't. It's still beautiful, the cinematography, the time traveller story fits in, IU's clothes as adorable as always, IU with the goose o my goat so cute who can resist it. The clock finger dance is superb my friends (and I) imitate it often so I have to say it, Loen Entertainment really nail it, good job.
*I just want to add, before the whole fashion world invaded by peter pan collar and brocade, IU already wore it in 2010, good job girl you're a world trendsetter.
5. 벽지무늬
First, the use of music box kinda eccentric I love it (not as good as the cello in Secret though (Still I love it anyway)). The lyric is the winner, it doesn't use metaphor heavily, but it strike straight to your heart, the instrument really make us picturing IU's first brokenheart, ah talk about this song makes my heart break too I can't stand it. The song itself really good, but the lyrics just stole all the light.
6. 삼촌 feat. Lee Juck
Ahh the music really makes us feel like it's spring, we're gonna seeing flowers, have a picnic. A bit too sweet for me, and too much sweetness will produce bitter taste. The lyric really tell us that some uncle fan wrote it for IU. Again it's not a really good song, aaahhh I'll just end it, once again, bashing someone/thing makes me feel uncomfortable. (it's the point of review anyway what am I thinking?)
7. 사랑니
Again, a heartbreak lyric, I know the album title is Last Fantasy, but that doesn't mean it has to be broken heart all the time. My innocent heart can't bear the sadness (ewwwhhh). Speaking of innocent, just hear it, it's about a girl's first breakup and she deliver it in a very innocent way. The music really support the lyric, calm, a bit up and down makes it sound innocently cute, not too much instrument used. This is really good, but not that special either so I'm a bit out of words. Ahem, okay next track.
8. Everything's Alright feat. Kim Hyeon Cheol
I know IU, I know. this song is not that good, but everything's alright since this song still sell like a cold kimchi :p ... It features repetitive notes, the lyrics very catchy not really good, but not as bad as other K-Pop music. The lyrics is as annoying as the catchy music. So the conclusion is the song is catchy, not really good, but the easiest to like period, no more comment.
9. Last Fantasy
The string, the orchestra music. Imagine the opening of Final Fantasy game or some old school Disney cartoon. The lyric itself doesn't sound as dreamy as the music but, yeah, still okay. The music features lots of high notes with the strings tackle the entire song, and IU's soft voice really make this track special. FYI, I really like Final Fantasy and Disney cartoon and hearing this just makes me nostalgic. Just remember when you were junior school watching The Lion King and singing Elton John's Can You Feel the Love Tonight, or playing Final Fantasy 7 watching Aerith killed by Sephiroth with Aerith's theme as background music. Owh sorry a bit out of topic. The conclusion is this track really feels nostalgic, it's good period.
10. Teacher feat Ra.D
Imagine Colbie Caillat, Jason Mraz, or Bruno Mars. Features guitar heavily with minimum instrument in the background. There's not much song like this in Korea (I can only think 10cm), it's a breathe of fresh air. I think the lyric is very good too. Unlike previous song, this time the lyric is innocent and cute but not annoying. It tells a story of a child who afraid to grow up, like Peter Pan. This is a fun song you guys should hear it.
11. A Stray Puppy
Okay this is a very depressing song. It's not bad, it's just the nature of this song that's depressing. The lyrics, the instrument, actually the song really deliver the the feeling awh but it's so gloomy. Call me lazy, but the the song is just too sad for me.
This song is written and composed by Corinne Bailey Rae waawww girl put your records on tell me your favorite song, just like a star cross my sky, ahem. It's been so long since the last time I hear Corinne Bailey Rae, I think I'm gonna googled her after this. Okay back to the song, this is so Corinne, for her fans I bet you know what I mean, calm song, lots of accoustic guitar, funny notes, easy listening, catchy but not cheesy. IU's singing kinda lazy here, I know she just want her voice to fit the song, but I don't think this type of singing is the right choice.
13. L'amant (The Lover)
FINALLY, the last song and IU end it MARVELLOUSLY. Okay a bit exaggerated, but it's true, this is the winning song from the album congrats Jun Jae Hyung for creating such a beautiful piece. The first time I hear it, I immediately remember A Song for You by Herbie Hancock and Christina Aguilera. Of course IU isn't blessed with Xtina powerfuljazzybluesy vocals but IU still own the song like she's the boss. Only use piano with a bit saxophone, this song just wow I'm speechless. Okay my writing is out of control, because the track is amazing I can't manage my word. The lyrics is so beautiful and thanks to IU's singing and the roller coaster note just make this song perfect. Props for IU to sing this song well.
To conclude this is like the best album and IU deserve a daesang for this album. The album contain so many powerful track that makes Everything's Alright and 잠자는 숲 속의 왕자 feels so small, not to forget the superior L'amant. I have said what I'm thinking about the album and my last words is, HEAR THIS ALBUM. No matter what scandal IU got into, it will be a shame if it affects your perspective for her material.
Download the album
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Rabu, 19 Desember 2012
I Dreamed a Dream Pt 1
Okay, so Les Miserables haven't screened yet, and just because the title says it, that doesnt mean I'm gonna talk about it (I love Anna Hathaway as Fantine though). Okay out of topic. I really want to write a post today, but there wasn't anything interesting happening so I'm a bit blue. BUT..., as usual I saw IGN today and they talk a lot about indie games, indie developer and such. It remind me about one of my dreams, make a game with heavy story based, that's why today post is all about my dream, it may spawned a sequel though hahaha.
Again, if I tell you all of my dream, it was like a lot I can't filter my imagination and sadly, doesn't have any relationship at all with the faculty I'm learning (except for the "money" thing). So I'm gonna write all of my dream in a perfect management in hoping that I'll know which one is reachable or which one is the top priority.
I have to tell you first I love story and literature, everytime somebody ask me what I actually wanna do for live I usually say something about story and literature. Then I realize that it's too general and I have to specify what I reall wanna do is or are. Yeah, the truth is there's a lot of things I wanna do and I'm gonna make the list.
1. Novel
of course it's obvious, I want to be a novelist. I want to do some epic fantasy like The Lord of the Ring or Chronicles of Narnia, but my bad writing skill tell me to polished it first with some standard reality story and train my skill to make the boring theme into hot stuff. And rather than imagine some random things maybe I should try with what REALLY happen and customize it.
2. Comic
this one is a bit hard because my country isn't a comic heaven like US, Japan, Korea, or China. And What I should is same with novel part plus practice my drawing skill especially drawing a boy and building perspective (my drawing is not bad, but I'm sure it's not comic worthy (yet)).
Hey actually my dreams consume a lot of space, there's no choice I have to make a sequel hahaha. That means the review has to wait, but I'm working on it step by step now. It's late and I haven't study for make exam (and never will), I just hoping in Allah's miracle (yes, I do believe it).
Again, if I tell you all of my dream, it was like a lot I can't filter my imagination and sadly, doesn't have any relationship at all with the faculty I'm learning (except for the "money" thing). So I'm gonna write all of my dream in a perfect management in hoping that I'll know which one is reachable or which one is the top priority.
I have to tell you first I love story and literature, everytime somebody ask me what I actually wanna do for live I usually say something about story and literature. Then I realize that it's too general and I have to specify what I reall wanna do is or are. Yeah, the truth is there's a lot of things I wanna do and I'm gonna make the list.
1. Novel
of course it's obvious, I want to be a novelist. I want to do some epic fantasy like The Lord of the Ring or Chronicles of Narnia, but my bad writing skill tell me to polished it first with some standard reality story and train my skill to make the boring theme into hot stuff. And rather than imagine some random things maybe I should try with what REALLY happen and customize it.
2. Comic
this one is a bit hard because my country isn't a comic heaven like US, Japan, Korea, or China. And What I should is same with novel part plus practice my drawing skill especially drawing a boy and building perspective (my drawing is not bad, but I'm sure it's not comic worthy (yet)).
Hey actually my dreams consume a lot of space, there's no choice I have to make a sequel hahaha. That means the review has to wait, but I'm working on it step by step now. It's late and I haven't study for make exam (and never will), I just hoping in Allah's miracle (yes, I do believe it).
Selasa, 18 Desember 2012
Writing/Typing (Again...)
So after a little while (actually it's really long), I write again. Once again the purpose do not change, it's to convey my feelings, polished my English skill, and also practicing my writing skill. There's so much to say and write and I have to manage my mind so I can write all of it in a perfect structure.
First, why the hell I stop writing? Simple, it's laziness. But still, I think this kind of laziness is a mixture of different aspect in my life which makes me uninspired, and unenergetic.
Second, I open my blog again. What's my impression? I used to being so hard on myself, like I wish the writing is not as garbage as this, I wish I'm more high tech so I can fully customize my page, I wish I have the "it" factor that charm people to read my blog like a magnet thing. I see my blog and it's not perfect, but it's not bad either I have the potential. And "38 PEOPLE COME" that's great and as I expected GaIn's album review attracts visitors the most.
Third, why I continue writing again? Simple, I'm inspired. Still like the first, it's a mixture of different aspect in my life which makes me inspired, and energetic. (I copy and paste btw ;p)
Fourth, what will I write in the future? There are so many event that I missed to tell, like the art week, my sister got a car accident, etc. Maybe or maybe not I will write it, but currently I'm focusing on review cause it attract visitors the most. I also plan to customize my blog further and I also plan to write a fanfic and a novel at the same time (thanks for your scrutiny towards fanfic GRRM, I have double job now). I know not all of it will come true, but I'll try.
Fifth and the last, the extra word. I currently watching Glee the christmas special and my mom beside me even though this is my boarding room oh and I currently in an exam week. Can you imagine it? It was hell, not to be ruthless but my parents and I were disconnect in so many things. Oh and once again I promise myself, visitors numbers won't let me stop writing EVERRRRRR.
Okay this is the part where I usually say I make an improvement in writing which in fact is wrong, but hey confident is okay in enough border hahaha.
P.S. : I have just finished QCing this post and I have to admit that I do improve in writing :p
First, why the hell I stop writing? Simple, it's laziness. But still, I think this kind of laziness is a mixture of different aspect in my life which makes me uninspired, and unenergetic.
Second, I open my blog again. What's my impression? I used to being so hard on myself, like I wish the writing is not as garbage as this, I wish I'm more high tech so I can fully customize my page, I wish I have the "it" factor that charm people to read my blog like a magnet thing. I see my blog and it's not perfect, but it's not bad either I have the potential. And "38 PEOPLE COME" that's great and as I expected GaIn's album review attracts visitors the most.
Third, why I continue writing again? Simple, I'm inspired. Still like the first, it's a mixture of different aspect in my life which makes me inspired, and energetic. (I copy and paste btw ;p)
Fourth, what will I write in the future? There are so many event that I missed to tell, like the art week, my sister got a car accident, etc. Maybe or maybe not I will write it, but currently I'm focusing on review cause it attract visitors the most. I also plan to customize my blog further and I also plan to write a fanfic and a novel at the same time (thanks for your scrutiny towards fanfic GRRM, I have double job now). I know not all of it will come true, but I'll try.
Fifth and the last, the extra word. I currently watching Glee the christmas special and my mom beside me even though this is my boarding room oh and I currently in an exam week. Can you imagine it? It was hell, not to be ruthless but my parents and I were disconnect in so many things. Oh and once again I promise myself, visitors numbers won't let me stop writing EVERRRRRR.
Okay this is the part where I usually say I make an improvement in writing which in fact is wrong, but hey confident is okay in enough border hahaha.
P.S. : I have just finished QCing this post and I have to admit that I do improve in writing :p
Sabtu, 10 November 2012
Trying to be more Unrestrained
Hi guys, it's 4.12 in the morning I'm sleepy, but somehow I'm still awake. I think i was restraint myself too much in so many aspect. There are a lot of things I want to do, but somehow I always find an excuse to not to do it. Like blogging, I love to write, but it takes me a really long time to start blogging, and even when I already start, I'm still trying to find an excuse to stop it. Like there are nobody who reads it, I mean who cares. I start this for self improvement, and to keep my sanity in check so I don't have to waste my money for some therapist.
It's not just blogging, gaming, I know I made the right choice not to buy Playstation Vita until it's price drop, I'm not buying the true blue jailbreak dongle. It's good restraint exercise because the excuse is logical, smart. But something like dancing, I almost drop myself out from the campus competition which I talk about from earlier post. Maybe I'm not pro, but I'm not bad either, I have to have self confidence (oh my, confidence, my weakness). Music, I want to play piano so bad, I know it's complicated because my boarding is not that fancy. I can ask my parents to send the keyboard, but hey we're talking about my parents now hahaha, it'll be hard. I really want to play violin. It's not so expensive, why can't I buy it myself? Then do some self learning? Too many doubt in my heart I hate it.
Gadget too. I'm a tech freak, I'm not that good at it, but I'm sure my knowledge is beyond standard. I want to buy an iPad 2 (because I think iPad 3 or 4 is too exquisite), again the excuse is lame, like I have to save money. For what actually I save my money if not for what I love to do.
The point is I have so many doubt, negative feelings, shyness, sometimes it's good, but the negative side dominates the pie chart. That's why I always get ignored, I communicate what I want, but I don't try enough to get what I want. I said I want to watch a movie with them, but that's it, I'm hoping they have enough sympathy they'll offer it. Truth was, my image is not that sympathetic. I have quite strong image in fact, that's why maybe if I not utter my feelings loud, they will think I'm not serious, and the fact that I'm don't have popularity enough to gain some charisma, or that obeyme effect, or impact, or whatever will not help me to achieve what I want. The problem is... I have to train myself so I have that confidence and attitude. O God please help me so I can have those charisma or aura or whatever. I'll try, at least I realize it, it's a good one step.
For the closing, I want to say I'm quite surprised that 3 people visit my blog not for GaIn, but for a post about my life? That's very flattering indeed, this is like building a bit of my self esteem (or maybe it's just luck hahaha). I won't restraint myself, I maybe post 3 topic in a day and I don't care (I want to do another review btw). I also change the blog a little and I'm happy about it and nobody would make me doubt my choice hahaha. (one step at a time ^^)
Today quote is my selfmake
"Don't think too much. Sometimes logic will crush you, you won't achieve anything in life."
It's not just blogging, gaming, I know I made the right choice not to buy Playstation Vita until it's price drop, I'm not buying the true blue jailbreak dongle. It's good restraint exercise because the excuse is logical, smart. But something like dancing, I almost drop myself out from the campus competition which I talk about from earlier post. Maybe I'm not pro, but I'm not bad either, I have to have self confidence (oh my, confidence, my weakness). Music, I want to play piano so bad, I know it's complicated because my boarding is not that fancy. I can ask my parents to send the keyboard, but hey we're talking about my parents now hahaha, it'll be hard. I really want to play violin. It's not so expensive, why can't I buy it myself? Then do some self learning? Too many doubt in my heart I hate it.
Gadget too. I'm a tech freak, I'm not that good at it, but I'm sure my knowledge is beyond standard. I want to buy an iPad 2 (because I think iPad 3 or 4 is too exquisite), again the excuse is lame, like I have to save money. For what actually I save my money if not for what I love to do.
The point is I have so many doubt, negative feelings, shyness, sometimes it's good, but the negative side dominates the pie chart. That's why I always get ignored, I communicate what I want, but I don't try enough to get what I want. I said I want to watch a movie with them, but that's it, I'm hoping they have enough sympathy they'll offer it. Truth was, my image is not that sympathetic. I have quite strong image in fact, that's why maybe if I not utter my feelings loud, they will think I'm not serious, and the fact that I'm don't have popularity enough to gain some charisma, or that obeyme effect, or impact, or whatever will not help me to achieve what I want. The problem is... I have to train myself so I have that confidence and attitude. O God please help me so I can have those charisma or aura or whatever. I'll try, at least I realize it, it's a good one step.
For the closing, I want to say I'm quite surprised that 3 people visit my blog not for GaIn, but for a post about my life? That's very flattering indeed, this is like building a bit of my self esteem (or maybe it's just luck hahaha). I won't restraint myself, I maybe post 3 topic in a day and I don't care (I want to do another review btw). I also change the blog a little and I'm happy about it and nobody would make me doubt my choice hahaha. (one step at a time ^^)
Today quote is my selfmake
"Don't think too much. Sometimes logic will crush you, you won't achieve anything in life."
Somebody kill me please!!!
So there's a food festival in my campus. That's not the point in this post. First thing I'm so pissed with my faculty. The building is like a remain of world war II, the facility is suck, the administration people is full of b*tch, the worst thing is the rules are so wishy washy it change whenever they like to. We already had a deal that saturday is a holiday (there used to be a class), but in change, we prolonged the active learning time, from 13.00 to 15.30. Here's the suck thing, they always put an extra lesson in saturday, sometimes it's so many we go home at 13.00, and an empty class in the middle of active time is not sound very appealing either. I overslept (as usual) not really severe, but I was so pissed at everything I skip the other classes.
I sleep until it was almost 14.00, and I realized I have to update my blog, but there was no interesting topic I want to talk about, and I was still exhausted from doing a review yesterday, and there are no people who actually read it, I upload a video, I upload the album, I thought with a review there will be an major increase in visitor, but boy I was wrong. It makes me think that maybe just maybe, my problem, which I think is uninteresting and unimportant is in fact interesting and important, because it got viewed. I'm not sure with my theory, let this post answer my question.
Oh yeah, food festival. I also realized that despite my popularity (it's not much, but enough), people ignore me, forget about me, they don't hear what I said, I feel alone, socially discarded, bla bla bla. Like my friend talk about watching skyfall together, I was in front of them, I said I want to join them, but suddenly they all dissapeared and I am pretty where are they going to. I'm quite close to them, why didn't they invite, why didn't they let me join, I'M PPPPIIIISSSSSEEEEEDD OOOFFFFF. And there are still other event that just drop my self esteem to the lowest ground. I went home, wandering around aimlessly, hoping some bus or truck hit me I died. As friends I try to be kind, sympathetic, understanding, but that still doesn't enough for my friend to remember me, I feel so crushed now I don't know what to do.
Writing is actually a good exercise for me, my write become more managed and clean. It does help my sanity a little, but I still want to die fortunately. Tomorrow is holiday, I don't have the mood for a dance practice, or look after my friend who practice for closing event, but yeahhh... Maybe I will write a simple review tomorrow I still don't know. It feels good actually to convey our feelings, since a blog without a visitor won't judge (hahaha). There are no beautiful quotes today so bye bye...
P.S. The food festival and the accoustic event today was a total failure :P
I do some editing and QC (quality control) and in fact my writing is still a mess it's still
neither managed nor clean ._.
I sleep until it was almost 14.00, and I realized I have to update my blog, but there was no interesting topic I want to talk about, and I was still exhausted from doing a review yesterday, and there are no people who actually read it, I upload a video, I upload the album, I thought with a review there will be an major increase in visitor, but boy I was wrong. It makes me think that maybe just maybe, my problem, which I think is uninteresting and unimportant is in fact interesting and important, because it got viewed. I'm not sure with my theory, let this post answer my question.
Oh yeah, food festival. I also realized that despite my popularity (it's not much, but enough), people ignore me, forget about me, they don't hear what I said, I feel alone, socially discarded, bla bla bla. Like my friend talk about watching skyfall together, I was in front of them, I said I want to join them, but suddenly they all dissapeared and I am pretty where are they going to. I'm quite close to them, why didn't they invite, why didn't they let me join, I'M PPPPIIIISSSSSEEEEEDD OOOFFFFF. And there are still other event that just drop my self esteem to the lowest ground. I went home, wandering around aimlessly, hoping some bus or truck hit me I died. As friends I try to be kind, sympathetic, understanding, but that still doesn't enough for my friend to remember me, I feel so crushed now I don't know what to do.
Writing is actually a good exercise for me, my write become more managed and clean. It does help my sanity a little, but I still want to die fortunately. Tomorrow is holiday, I don't have the mood for a dance practice, or look after my friend who practice for closing event, but yeahhh... Maybe I will write a simple review tomorrow I still don't know. It feels good actually to convey our feelings, since a blog without a visitor won't judge (hahaha). There are no beautiful quotes today so bye bye...
P.S. The food festival and the accoustic event today was a total failure :P
I do some editing and QC (quality control) and in fact my writing is still a mess it's still
neither managed nor clean ._.
Jumat, 09 November 2012
GaIn (가인) Talk About S [Review]
*Intro
Yeahhh, so this is my first review and I decided to do a korean album. And, I regret it a little bit. Because there's so much to do, like uploading both the MV and the album, search for the album picture, and with my internet connection? It means intense waiting. But I still think this is the perfect day to write a review, my day wasn't really a blast and the fact my dance practice has been cancelled did not help. And the gross thing is I have to touch a few white rat for my farmacology experiment (ewh gross). Enough with my (always) sad story, here's the review.
*Warning this review only represent my opinion only, feel free to tell yours
"Brown Eyed Girls" the group that everyone and every fanclub respect, be it Sone, Blackjack, Wonderfuls. BEG isn't just a sunbae filled with adult members, they also possess talent beyond average girl group in terms of musicality, I always think they are the female version of Big Bang (2ne1 still needs to learn) they produce, compose, and write their lyrics and rap part. That's why a very good girl group attempt in music feel very small in front of BEG's material.
Enough with the superiority, today review is BEG's youngest solo act Son Ga In which is Talk About S.
1. Tinkerbell (팅커벨)
From the first time I hear this track, I always think this song is a slightly different version of DJ Clazzi's work. A not so succesful try if I may add. It features unique choice of instrument and confusing ryhtm but it's catchy, cool, there's a little mess that's why I said a not so succesful DJ Clazzi, but the Mexican feel really won me over :P. But, despite my comment I still like it, the lyric is creative like a grown up IU despite the childish lyrics, the meaning is so mature. To conclude Tinkerbell is standard not really special, but my bias mind say I really love it.
2. 그녀를 만나
This kind of song really suit my taste, but ahem to be objective for Brown Eyed Girls standard it's not really special, even the difficulty of the song is not special, but once again every GaIn's material no matter how standard that is still better than any girl group can produce. To add the lyric is also uninspiring, so this is to be honest worse than tinkerbell, but GaIn really nailed this pitch unlike Bloom where she (I think) strained her voice to the highest note. Singing wise this is really good, but for strange person like me, I like strange Tinkerbell more.
3. Bloom (피어나)
So this is the main song, and one word for me to describe it, amazing. I really love the song, the lyrics, oh, and since there's an MV I will also review the MV. For me the MV is so brave and fierce, it has gender equality message, GaIn rock the blonde hair, aahhhh I love it. The lyrics, the music, even GaIn nasally high voice can't disturb me to continue hear it. For me this is the perfect track, it's catchy, different, and 'controversial' hahaha. To conclude, if you can bear GaIn's nasal high pitch, this track is a winner.
4. 시선 feat. Yoon Jong Shin (윤종신)
First, I didn't get the meaning of the lyric, which means I can't review the lyrics. I use google translate, but I don't think it's accurate so... yeah. Honestly, I don't really like it, it's not my taste, but I have to say that it's sounds so ethereal it's good. Both GaIn's voice and Yoon Jong Shin's voice suit each other they make a perfect duet, this is really like Brown Eyed Girls old material which is a compliment by the way. To conclude it, it's a good track, but not my taste sorry...
5. Catch Me if You Can
So this is the last track of the EP, and usually the last track is be it eastern or western singers where they belt their voice to the highest note they can reach. Strangely GaIn did not use the same formula, instead she chose a track that I find not very flattering. The lyric is fine, the music kinda like 그녀를 만나 which is not bad, but the singing oh the singing. She sound like a child, and sound so annoyingly nasal (not the good nasal in Bloom). Well, since I don't like it and it's a bad track I don't want to write it much (hahaha). It's the weakest song from this album I assure you.
To conclude I have to admit this is not so better, Step 2/4 was more superior. But it is still good, it pleases our ears and our eyes, and this album of course not a stupid material and it's really a worth if you want to check it. 그녀를 만나, Bloom, and 시선 is the best track. Tinkerbell is quite great, and Catch Me if You Can is just awful. Okay that's all, this is my first review, of course it's not perfect, but hey I'm trying.
Download the EP
Talk About S (4shared)
Yeahhh, so this is my first review and I decided to do a korean album. And, I regret it a little bit. Because there's so much to do, like uploading both the MV and the album, search for the album picture, and with my internet connection? It means intense waiting. But I still think this is the perfect day to write a review, my day wasn't really a blast and the fact my dance practice has been cancelled did not help. And the gross thing is I have to touch a few white rat for my farmacology experiment (ewh gross). Enough with my (always) sad story, here's the review.
*Warning this review only represent my opinion only, feel free to tell yours
"Brown Eyed Girls" the group that everyone and every fanclub respect, be it Sone, Blackjack, Wonderfuls. BEG isn't just a sunbae filled with adult members, they also possess talent beyond average girl group in terms of musicality, I always think they are the female version of Big Bang (2ne1 still needs to learn) they produce, compose, and write their lyrics and rap part. That's why a very good girl group attempt in music feel very small in front of BEG's material.
Enough with the superiority, today review is BEG's youngest solo act Son Ga In which is Talk About S.
1. Tinkerbell (팅커벨)
2. 그녀를 만나
This kind of song really suit my taste, but ahem to be objective for Brown Eyed Girls standard it's not really special, even the difficulty of the song is not special, but once again every GaIn's material no matter how standard that is still better than any girl group can produce. To add the lyric is also uninspiring, so this is to be honest worse than tinkerbell, but GaIn really nailed this pitch unlike Bloom where she (I think) strained her voice to the highest note. Singing wise this is really good, but for strange person like me, I like strange Tinkerbell more.
3. Bloom (피어나)
4. 시선 feat. Yoon Jong Shin (윤종신)
First, I didn't get the meaning of the lyric, which means I can't review the lyrics. I use google translate, but I don't think it's accurate so... yeah. Honestly, I don't really like it, it's not my taste, but I have to say that it's sounds so ethereal it's good. Both GaIn's voice and Yoon Jong Shin's voice suit each other they make a perfect duet, this is really like Brown Eyed Girls old material which is a compliment by the way. To conclude it, it's a good track, but not my taste sorry...
5. Catch Me if You Can
So this is the last track of the EP, and usually the last track is be it eastern or western singers where they belt their voice to the highest note they can reach. Strangely GaIn did not use the same formula, instead she chose a track that I find not very flattering. The lyric is fine, the music kinda like 그녀를 만나 which is not bad, but the singing oh the singing. She sound like a child, and sound so annoyingly nasal (not the good nasal in Bloom). Well, since I don't like it and it's a bad track I don't want to write it much (hahaha). It's the weakest song from this album I assure you.
To conclude I have to admit this is not so better, Step 2/4 was more superior. But it is still good, it pleases our ears and our eyes, and this album of course not a stupid material and it's really a worth if you want to check it. 그녀를 만나, Bloom, and 시선 is the best track. Tinkerbell is quite great, and Catch Me if You Can is just awful. Okay that's all, this is my first review, of course it's not perfect, but hey I'm trying.
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Talk About S (4shared)
Kamis, 08 November 2012
My Friend Flowrain
Heyyyy, today I write two posts. I hope that's healthy. So according to my previous post (pun intended), I was so depressed I hope the angel of death swing his giant sickle to cut my life. I have a friend, her nickname flowrain, I call her oyen (you can vomit if you want), she's like the most mature, wise girls I've ever met, she's so kind, and sensitive, and more. I just convey all my feelings, why I feel so depressed mostly It's my comment about my parents (huh parents ._.)
I feel more energized, doesn't mean I feel better, but more energized. I'm gonna see tomorrow with clearer mind and try to be more positive, since I really lack that kind of attitude. I'm gonna start my diet too, because I have to be perfect when dancing for the closing of my faculty event, and yes I do dance. In fact the other 4 guy is really hot, hehehehe >.<
Starting tomorrow I'm gonna working out, diet, and be more positive, and try to be more easygoing, I'm really lucky for someone as clumsy, and nerdy like me, I'm quite famous, and have so many friends. Once again thank you florent.
And my personal quote today is,
"If you have a really really really kind friend, do not let them go. Hold them tight, sacrifice for them. Cuz, they'll do more for you."
So Flowrain, and one of the dance guy is really nice friend I'll hold them tight.
I know it's been really gloomy, I'm planning to do a review for next post. Games, or South Korean music album maybe, I really want to review Resident Evil 6, but I haven't play it, too bad. Oh and I customize my blog a little, I know it's not good, but hey I try.
P.S. I used her real name before, but I'm scared of copyright or use a property without the person's permission so I change her name ._.
I feel more energized, doesn't mean I feel better, but more energized. I'm gonna see tomorrow with clearer mind and try to be more positive, since I really lack that kind of attitude. I'm gonna start my diet too, because I have to be perfect when dancing for the closing of my faculty event, and yes I do dance. In fact the other 4 guy is really hot, hehehehe >.<
Starting tomorrow I'm gonna working out, diet, and be more positive, and try to be more easygoing, I'm really lucky for someone as clumsy, and nerdy like me, I'm quite famous, and have so many friends. Once again thank you florent.
And my personal quote today is,
"If you have a really really really kind friend, do not let them go. Hold them tight, sacrifice for them. Cuz, they'll do more for you."
So Flowrain, and one of the dance guy is really nice friend I'll hold them tight.
I know it's been really gloomy, I'm planning to do a review for next post. Games, or South Korean music album maybe, I really want to review Resident Evil 6, but I haven't play it, too bad. Oh and I customize my blog a little, I know it's not good, but hey I try.
P.S. I used her real name before, but I'm scared of copyright or use a property without the person's permission so I change her name ._.
I almost forgot to add a title ._.
So there're 6 people who saw my blog, that's strange, I don't know if they read it until the end, but whatever. At least, I'm not just talking (or writing) to the moon, heheh...Since there are (actually) somebody who saw my blog I think I need to getting used to this blog system, I still don't know how to customize it, but I will I promise.
So the main reason why I write today because I feel like a junk. I was late for class, and the worst was I (automatically) skip salah fajr, yes that time I feel it would be better if suddenly I got a heart attack and died. In my mind, the idea of sleeping forever suddenly became so beautiful I couldn't resist it. But, why oh why, suicide is a big BIG sin, if it's not a sin, or if I have no religion (like those people on South Korea) I know I.......
Hahah, it's rather gloomy, so I did not commit suicide (of course, I'm writing here). So I just coil at my bed (coil? I search it at google translate, I don't know if it's right or wrong feel free to correct me (if there really are someone who actually read this)). Where was I??? Oh coil, so I stayed at my bed until afternoon, I skip two classes and a very important *practicum
*Practicum, I know I choose the wrong word, but I can't find the touchmyheart word. So it's like an experiment class (I have to watch Juno to describe it accurately (It's a good film (Jennifer Garner is so beautiful (so is Ellen Page)))
It's a parasite experiment to be more precise, not really an experiment we just saw at the microscope the morfology of those nasty, slimy, ewwwwhhh so gross. I know it's important, but we can skip it one time only, but of course I have to explain why I skip it to my lecturer. And I can't just say I want to die badly that day. I took a bath, haven't eat or drink anything today, it's 15.26, I better suit myself up like Barney Stinson always said heheh. No beautiful quotes today, I will try to customize my blog after I publish this entry. Oh, and I still have to train for my dance performance. We'll talk about it later.
So the main reason why I write today because I feel like a junk. I was late for class, and the worst was I (automatically) skip salah fajr, yes that time I feel it would be better if suddenly I got a heart attack and died. In my mind, the idea of sleeping forever suddenly became so beautiful I couldn't resist it. But, why oh why, suicide is a big BIG sin, if it's not a sin, or if I have no religion (like those people on South Korea) I know I.......
Hahah, it's rather gloomy, so I did not commit suicide (of course, I'm writing here). So I just coil at my bed (coil? I search it at google translate, I don't know if it's right or wrong feel free to correct me (if there really are someone who actually read this)). Where was I??? Oh coil, so I stayed at my bed until afternoon, I skip two classes and a very important *practicum
*Practicum, I know I choose the wrong word, but I can't find the touchmyheart word. So it's like an experiment class (I have to watch Juno to describe it accurately (It's a good film (Jennifer Garner is so beautiful (so is Ellen Page)))
It's a parasite experiment to be more precise, not really an experiment we just saw at the microscope the morfology of those nasty, slimy, ewwwwhhh so gross. I know it's important, but we can skip it one time only, but of course I have to explain why I skip it to my lecturer. And I can't just say I want to die badly that day. I took a bath, haven't eat or drink anything today, it's 15.26, I better suit myself up like Barney Stinson always said heheh. No beautiful quotes today, I will try to customize my blog after I publish this entry. Oh, and I still have to train for my dance performance. We'll talk about it later.
Rabu, 07 November 2012
First Post Yeayyy?!
So guys, this is my first post (who the hell am I talking to anyway). I'm not really good at talking and writing although I clearly have the picture in my tiny little mind (if I'm so bad at it, why the hell am I making a blog anyway???). Oh and btw, I'm gonna do a lot of this thing, I mean make a comment of what I do, so you guys please bear with it (who the hell am I talking to anyway(again)).
Okay enough for the intro, so what the f*ck am I gonna write in this blog. Basically everything I wanna write, it could be a review of music, movie, series, books, or games oh and I do love games by the way. If it's not a review I will make an essay how I love those things but I'll bet that it won't be objective (my English is bad). Or maybe just my diary, like meeting a hot guy, do some crazy things, make some comments on an unimportant things. So I will write everything I want to write, hoping my English is getting better hahah.
Oh and the most important thing is, I need someone/things to just convey all my feelings without judging. I have some dark secrets that I can't tell, but keeping it to myself just making me insane. So to be honest, this is the very reason I start a blog (a bad blog, but I will repair it I promise).
Now here's the fun part (not so fun I guess, hey, but it's really fun for me). I'm not gonna tell you my identity not even a tiny bit, not even my nationality, or my gender, fun right???
Oh but I'm not gonna prevent myself to write something that might be describe a little bit of my identity (Like I did on paragraph two). I'm not gonna limit my journalism soul just to close my identity like a tight underwear hahah.
It's like 2.30 in the morning, I have said (or write) what I want to say (or write), I'm not sleepy but I must try it at least. It's a bad first post, but I'm glad at least I start it. So thank you.
I had read it somewhere, a beautiful quote. It said,
"The hardest part to achieve a dream is to find the courage to do it on the first time."
I know it's not exactly like that but whatever, so I had said too much let's end this (Oh my goat my english needs a repair).
Okay enough for the intro, so what the f*ck am I gonna write in this blog. Basically everything I wanna write, it could be a review of music, movie, series, books, or games oh and I do love games by the way. If it's not a review I will make an essay how I love those things but I'll bet that it won't be objective (my English is bad). Or maybe just my diary, like meeting a hot guy, do some crazy things, make some comments on an unimportant things. So I will write everything I want to write, hoping my English is getting better hahah.
Oh and the most important thing is, I need someone/things to just convey all my feelings without judging. I have some dark secrets that I can't tell, but keeping it to myself just making me insane. So to be honest, this is the very reason I start a blog (a bad blog, but I will repair it I promise).
Now here's the fun part (not so fun I guess, hey, but it's really fun for me). I'm not gonna tell you my identity not even a tiny bit, not even my nationality, or my gender, fun right???
Oh but I'm not gonna prevent myself to write something that might be describe a little bit of my identity (Like I did on paragraph two). I'm not gonna limit my journalism soul just to close my identity like a tight underwear hahah.
It's like 2.30 in the morning, I have said (or write) what I want to say (or write), I'm not sleepy but I must try it at least. It's a bad first post, but I'm glad at least I start it. So thank you.
I had read it somewhere, a beautiful quote. It said,
"The hardest part to achieve a dream is to find the courage to do it on the first time."
I know it's not exactly like that but whatever, so I had said too much let's end this (Oh my goat my english needs a repair).
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