Yes everybody it's exam week and I know I'll fail it all. Infact, I already failed on two subjects, it's nutritional asessment and farmacology. My attendance list is less than 75% and I sucked like a small penis. I'm lucky I can fix my nutritional score in short semester, and for farmacology I have to study over again next year, bummer. I'm so sad, heartbroken, and devastated.
Part of it is my fault, because nutrition class is in the morning and I overslept a lot. As for farmacology it's because this subject which we divided into small groups and we have to discuss some case ourselves, yes my attendance in that subject is awesome (sarcasm). I try to put a happy face, not think about it as usual. But when I write this I realize that the fact is I feel miserable, don't know what to do, and ............... so sad, pissed off, ... I don;t even know what I feel, it's just a mixture of so many things.
I guess I'll end this, it's so gloomy and I'm glad I have a blog where I can vent my real emotions without have to put on a happy mask, and nobody will judge how I feel. I hope everything just gets better.
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